No more games. No more chessboard of life... How many times am I supposed to fight this fight before something actually changes? How many times do I have to do this for it to have meaning?
- Brian Michael Bendis, "Hardcore"

The more I try to change my life, the more miserable I become. What lesson is to be learned from that?

What am I doing wrong? What do I have to do right?

How many times...